Adam Hills/Hamish Blake - I Dare You

[wolfanfics]

Title: I Dare You
Author: Sashataakheru
Fandom: AusComedy
Starring: Adam Hills, Hamish Blake
Pairings: Adam/Hamish
Prompt: #7 Non-Con for 50kinkyways
Word Count: 1,267
Warnings: weirdness, Adam’s dark side, angst, biting, swearing,
Rating: MA-ish
Disclaimer: I don’t know them, not associated with them, just a slashy fangirl admirer with a very active imagination.
Table: http://wolfanfics.livejournal.com/10809.html
Progress: 9/50
Author's Notes/Summary: Something’s troubling Adam, and Hamish wants to know what it is.


I Dare You
“Hey, hey Adam, is there anything you won’t do?” Hamish said, well aware he sounded drunk. He was leaning against Adam’s balcony, smiling at him, probably holding a drink in one hand. He wasn’t sure exactly what time it was, but he figured it didn’t matter. It was night. He only had to walk as far as Adam’s bed before he could collapse asleep.

He noticed Adam hadn’t answered his question. He seemed to be lost in thought, staring at the floor, hunched over on the couch.

“Somethin’ wrong, Adam?” Hamish said. He thought about moving, but his spinning head quickly convinced him moving was a bad idea.

“No, it’s nothing-” Adam said, dismissively.

“Tell me,” Hamish said.

“I said it’s nothing,” Adam said.

“Well, it can’t be nothing, or you wouldn’t be looking so fucking miserable,” Hamish said. He finally decided to move, and half-fell against the couch, clumsily sitting beside Adam.

There was silence for a while. Hamish thought he set his drink down on the floor next to him. He watched Adam slowly sipping his, wondering what on earth was bugging him. He decided not to speak, to let Adam tell him in his own time.

“You’d tell me to stop if I ever tried to make you do something you didn’t want to do, yeah?” Adam said after a while.

“Uh, yeah, why wouldn’t I? What’s this about?” Hamish said, confused.

“Oh, nothing, I just-” Adam inhaled abruptly, as if there was something blocking the words from coming out.

“What the fuck’s wrong? Just out and tell me, will you?” Hamish said, annoyed at his stubbornness.

“I had a dream a week ago. I was strangling you. You tried to fight me, but-” There was that sharp inhalation again. “It was too late. I wanted to play, and you didn’t want to, and I got angry and then-” That seemed to be all Adam could say.

“It was just a dream, Adam,” Hamish said, wrapping an arm around his shoulders.

“But what if I-”

“Shh. Let it go. It wasn’t real,” Hamish said, bringing Adam close to him.

“You’re not worried about this?” Adam said.

“Why should I be worried? You’re not going to go psycho on me are you? You certainly don’t strike me as particularly psychotic,” Hamish said, stifling a laugh in a bit to lighten the mood.

“I watched your face turn blue. I took your life with my bare hands. All because you didn’t want to play. You should stay away from me,” Adam said, pulling away.

“Don’t be like this. I’m not afraid of you. I trust you more than I trust anyone else,” Hamish said.

“Stop it. Just – leave me alone. Every time I see you, I remember that dream. Something… I should go before I hurt you,” Adam said, standing up.

“OK, now you’re scaring me,” Hamish said, standing up, shutting his eyes tight as his brain protests at the movement.

“Just go, leave me alone. I need to be away from you or I’m afraid I might hurt you,” Adam said, keeping his back to him.

“Seriously, Adam, I think you’re taking this a bit too seriously. It was just a dream, nothing more. You’ve never given me any reason to be afraid of you. Why are you so scared?” Hamish said.

“Because I fucking enjoyed it, Hamish. There was nothing but glee as I held you down and strangled you. Hurting you is something I’m terrified of doing. I love you too much to hurt you. You know I’d never hurt you, right?” Adam said, looking over his shoulder back at him.

“I’ve never been afraid of you. I know you’d never hurt me. You’re even too afraid to bite me sometimes, even when I’m telling you to hurry up and bite me already,” Hamish said with a grin.

“I’m sorry, I just don’t want to hurt you. You’re too precious to me,” Adam said.

“I’m a big boy. I know how to take care of myself. I know the age difference isn’t easy to live with, but I’m not a child, for fuck’s sake. I don’t need to be treated as if I’m going to break if you drop me. I’m tougher than that. I’m not made of porcelain. I don’t need to be mollycoddled. And if you’re going to let some stupid dream bug you so badly, then-” Hamish stopped because he had run out of words.

“Then what?” Adam said, slightly amused at Hamish’s outburst.

“I just think you’re taking this far too seriously. You shouldn’t be so afraid of hurting me you won’t touch me at all, dream or no dream. I want to be close to you. I’m not a doll. I’m not here for you to admire. I’m here because I love you. I want to touch you, be close to you, be able to fuck you, kiss you, tease you. I can’t do that if you’re too afraid to touch me,” Hamish said, surprisingly coherent. He walked up behind Adam and wrapped his arms around his waist, holding him tightly. He was surprised to feel Adam flinch at his touch. He leant his chin against his shoulder, trying to calm him down.

“Just don’t let me lose control. I couldn’t live with myself if ever forced you to do something you didn’t want to do,” Adam said softly.

“It’ll be alright. It’s just a dream, nothing more. I’d only be concerned if you actually started threatening me. Then I’d have to bitchslap you until you came to your senses. Just let it go, love. You don’t need this stress, and I’m certainly not going to run away from you simply because you’ve had a bad dream,” Hamish said with a small laugh, running his fingers through Adam’s hair.

Adam held him back, pressing his back against him. Hamish had a way of getting through to him when he was troubled. Adam took a deep breath and did his best to send the dream on its way. Perhaps what he had been searching for all week was Hamish’s permission to let it go, which seemed absurd now. Still, he felt a weight had been lifted from him. Sometimes you needed to be reminded that life was more important than dreams.

“What would I ever do without you?” Adam said with a grin.

Hamish simply smiled and softly kissed his neck. “You’d have gone mad by now, I reckon,” he teased.

“Then I’d be justified in going psychotic, hey?” Adam said.

“Maybe. Why? Wanna find out?” Hamish said, pulling away from him.

Adam turned and grinned at him. “Are you gonna let me hit you now, hey?” he said, stalking forward.

“I never said that. But I won’t complain if you bit me. Just make it hard lik-”

Hamish was cut off as Adam attacked him, pushing him back inside the flat as he bit down hard on his shoulder. All Hamish made was this small squeaking noise as he was pushed back onto the couch, Adam still biting him hard. The pain was glorious. It was the only sort of pain Hamish could stand.

Adam’s hands were tugging at his shirt, his fingers sliding against his skin, and Hamish lay there squirming, happy, hands clutching Adam tightly, knowing they were both getting off on this. Adam was grinding against him slowly, furiously biting his neck, occasionally stopping to suck on the tender skin, causing Hamish to shiver beneath him.

This, Hamish decided, was how things were meant to be. This was the Adam he wanted.

Comments

[whispered-envy.livejournal.com]

Sometimes you needed to be reminded that life was more important than dreams.

I like that line. Good work as per usual! :)

[lexicalcrow]

Why thankye. *tips hat* I rather liked that line too. :)

[fan-girl63.livejournal.com]

yay! more admish!
i like it, and i think the end of it was really sweet...

[lexicalcrow]

Yay, thought you'd be happy. :)

Yeah, I'm happy with how it turned out. It's not easy coming up with scenarios that fit 'non-con' that don't involve rape. But yes. Glad you liked it. :)

[fan-girl63.livejournal.com]

i am still very happy
though, to tell you the truth, right now i'm so desperate for admish fics that i wouldn't mind anything you come up with :)
quite sad, really

[lexicalcrow]

I think you need some more fandoms. I can't write that fast. :P

But I'm trying to get one more Adam fic done today. Uni starts again on the 26th, so I'll probably not be posting as much as I don't want to fuck up my studies. I do want to try and get as much writing done now before uni starts as I can. So there should be some more up soon. Hopefully. If my muses cooperate. XD

[fan-girl63.livejournal.com]

i think you may be right. i'm fairly sure i couldn't write as good and as quick as you do if i tried.
you are surely some form of higher being- possibly an angel, here to spread the joyous admish love? or something like that..
more soon? this week looks set to be the happiest i've had in a long time, what with this, and spicks and specks back on! i can't wait.

[lexicalcrow]

Heh, not the first time I've been described as an angel. I do my best. Not that I'm in the best of moods to be writing at the moment. I might go watch some TV and scribble down plotbunnies. I've had a niggling Adam/Danny Bhoy one annoying me all day. Hmm.

It should be a good week. Maybe I might find some sort of employment that won't drive me crazy. (I hate people mostly, I'm trying to avoid retail) Or at least some form of part time/casual work that won't take up so much of my free time I have no time to study. >.< I am not going to become one of those students. Studies come first, no matter what.

*sighs*

But now I'm bitching to you when I probably shouldn't be, so apologies for the bitchy tone. I'm not in the best of moods tonight. *goes to find chocolate ice cream*

[fan-girl63.livejournal.com]

bummer about the employment business.. i have a part-time job, because i'm still in school, and it's only 2 afternoons a week. which is good. studies do come first(after admish fantasies, that is). speaking of which, i'm tired, so i'm going to bed now. i've been making up some (really bad) admish fics in my head, and adding a bit each night. thinking of sexy men helps me go to sleep:) i'm trying to come up with an admish valentines day fic, but they're being a bit stubborn.
bitch all you like, i forgive you, O angel of all things Admish. see ya

[lexicalcrow]

*headdesk* Valentine's Day fic. Why didn't I think of that? XD

Probably because I've been ignoring Valentine's Day for the good part of 6 years. Tis what you get for being single, I suppose.

Yeah, there's nothing better than falling asleep to the thoughts of sexy men fucking.

Threaten them with cross-dressing fic if they don't behave. That should shake them into co-operating. ;)

[fan-girl63.livejournal.com]

feel free to use the valentines day idea if you can, mine's not going anywhere... they keep getting distracted. bad boys.
i'm single too, and i'm going to ENJOY valentines day this year (for once) because S&S is on. if only hamish was on too, and it would be perfect.
oh, i do threaten them, but they just give me puppy-dog eyes and continue disobeying me. adam's the worst-he looks to cute to refuse.
i couldn't threaten them with that, that's inhumane. i couldn't make them cross-dress, they're so gorgeous the way they are.

[lexicalcrow]

They'll always get distracted, silly boys. They're like cats, distracted by teh shiny, or teh boredom. :P

That would've been so perfect to have Hamish on. XD Ah well. I'll work, I'll come home, I'll watch S&S and maybe I don't know find something else to do. Maybe send an email to my girl, I don't know.

They're almost as good at puppy dog eyes as Chas is. >.< If they want something, they usually get it. Or they ignore me and make the story go the way they want it to.

Haha, that they are. But still, I think they'd look good as girls. I'll have to find a way to write it. Definitely. Because I'm evil like that. :P

[fan-girl63.livejournal.com]

oohh, i just found out frank woodley AND hamish are on this week! squee!
oh, i can so see them and adam, backstage, after they've finished filming and every one else has gone. mmmm, threesome

[lexicalcrow]

Yay Hamish and Frank. That is all kinds of awesome. :D

I'm not sure it would get as far as a threesome. The last time I tried to write Adam/Frank, Frank didn't want to cooperate. But I don't know. I could give it a try, I suppose.

[fan-girl63.livejournal.com]

hey, don't feel like you have to write it! i wasn't suggesting you do it, you've got enough to do, with the admish book 4 thing, and your novel, and uni and stuff. i was just saying i could see that happening :)
shame on frank, not cooperating!

[lexicalcrow]

Yeah, that's ok. I tend to treat every suggestion as a possible request. Comes with being a writer and seeing just about everything as possible inspiration. :P

Yes, bad Frank. Ah well. Can't force him if he doesn't want to cooperate. The story will only stall if I try.

[fan-girl63.livejournal.com]

hey, you realise we've moved the last conversation we were having over here? i can't help but think this would be really annoying to anyone following this...
omg, how good was S&S last night? as soon as adam said the cosmonaut thing, i was like'oh, i wonder how he knows about that!'
and when adam said that he and hamish would dance, i was so imagining them grinding or something...such a let-down
i swear, adam was giving hamish sexy looks the whole show...
(sorry, i'm just so excited about it!) nice new fic, btw

[lexicalcrow]

Meh, it's alright. It's my fic journal. :P

Hehe, it was good, wasn't it? I've known about the cosmonaught thing for a while now. Can't remember where I heard about it though.

Nice to know I wasn't the only one thinking smutty thoughts the whole time. ;) I totally have to watch it again. And again. *ahem* For inspiration purposes, of course. ;)

They were totally flirting the whole time, like always. I mean, they can't stop now. We'd notice, wouldn't we? Can't disappoint the fangirls. XD

[fan-girl63.livejournal.com]

i read about the cosmonaut thing on wikipedia a while back, so i knew too. but i still liked hearing adam saying it!
oh, you're not the only one watching it again. and again.i can't wait until hamish is on again. spicks and specks is the highlight of my week. (and thank god you're here, when it's on, because it has hamish and frank. all it needs is adam.in a scene with hamish.naked)
i always wonder if they've ever come across this? do these fics give them ideas? in that case, we need to write more! mmmm flirting

[lexicalcrow]

Yeah, hearing Adam saying it made me squee. I like to imagine they role-play cosmonaut sex. XD

TGYH Up Late? :P So they can swear and get nekkid/have orgy/fuck for our viewing pleasure do things they can't do in a 7:30pm timeslot? *giggles*

A part of me suspects they know, and a part of me thinks they don't. But I don't think they need to read slash to give them any ideas. They're doing that quite well on their own. ;)

[fan-girl63.livejournal.com]

hehe, roleplay. now THAT would be sexy.
oh, i would LOVE TGYH up late..*drools* is it an orgy if it's only adam and hamish? doesn't matter if it isn't, i'd still love it.
oh yeah, if anything, we're inspiring them. i kind-of can see them sitting in front of the computer at adam's house(hamish on adam's lap), reading your fics and saying to each other,"she has no idea how true this is" :)
hey, you're back at uni now aren't you? does this mean less admish fics and/or a longer wait for admish book 4? i hope not! although it's okay if you put your studies 1st(we've discussed this before, haven't we?)... i'm just greedy for more admish. don't mind me. you have a rewarding career. i'll be sitting here, waiting :)

[lexicalcrow]

Totally sexy.

The orgy comment includes anyone else who might want to join in. ;) Otherwise it's not an orgy, is it?

I like to think they discuss it with Wil, who's secretly writing slash about them himself. *giggles*

Aye, back at uni. Attempting to put studies first, so I don't fail anything. But I will try and get things finished in between in any spare moments I have. It's a matter of striking a balance between studying and writing.

[fan-girl63.livejournal.com]

oh, i can see writing slash about them. he's so jealous of them...
it is a tricky balance, but stick at it. it'll all work out in the end.
yay! finished fics! can't wait :)
hey, guess what? i saw ross noble live the other week, he came to my town and did a show. it was HILARIOUS! and we met him afterwards, and he is so nice and funny.
have you ever seen him live? or adam? i want to see adam, but i'm too poor to travel to melbourne to see his new show *cries*

[lexicalcrow]

I'm planning fic about that. ;) Wil watching that kiss and feeling just a teensy bit jealous. Inspired, but jealous.

I'll do my best to get them done when I can. :)

Nah, I've never seen Ross or Adam live. Want to, but never managed it. A combination of being broke and not knowing they were coming. I'm attempting to remedy that when they come back again in May/June. Ross has a show on May 29th here, which is my best friend's birthday, so I'm pondering getting her tickets to his show for her.

Ah, I do remember seeing Adam Spencer and Dr Karl once or twice for stuff during National Science week five years ago or so. That's about it though. Oh, and I did see Lano & Woodley in 2004. Yay. They were awesome. One of the best nights of my life.

[fan-girl63.livejournal.com]

"I'll do my best to get them done when I can. :)"
cool :)
i highly recommend seeing ross-he's fab.
(but adam's better, despite the fact he hasn't done a national tour yet *mutters to self bitterly*. i still love him though.and hamish. together.in a bath...DAMN THESE SMUTTY THOUGHTS!!)
you saw lano and woodley? oh, i'm so jealous. i love frank. i only 'discovered' them when their goodbye tour wrapped up, at the end of last year. i want to see them live!! did you get to meet them?