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wolfanficsTitle: Reawakening
Author: sashataakheru
Fandom: No Doubt RPS
Starring: Tony Kanal, Tom Dumont, Gwen Stefani, Adrian Young
Pairing: Tom/Tony
Parts: one | two | three
Warnings: n/a? IDK
Disclaimer: Not true in any way, shape or form.
Author's Notes: Yeah... I possibly should get around to finishing this at some point. Or perhaps posting the original fic, which was in third person. XD
Summary: Tony wakes from his attempt to kill himself and has to deal with the fallout. Tony's POV
Reawakening
Noise, silence, numbness, pain. Your eyes open onto the world again. It takes you a moment to realise you’re actually alive. Suddenly, he’s got his arms around you, he’s crying, then the room fills up and they’re fussing over you, touching you, talking to you.
And after a while, you remember why you’re here. Then the tears come again. Your anger flies at those with you now, your best friends, how they could’ve stopped you doing this. You know its all bullshit, but you’re hiding behind that iron wall again. The barricade has become too hard to take down. You try and make them understand, show them the scars at last, but they can’t see it. Their hearts seem to be turned against you.
Fuckers. Betrayers. How dare they come here and act like they care!
The pain comes again. The tears flee your body. Your mind fills with darkness. He’s holding you again, his voice small and scared. Coldness, pain, he holds you tight, brushing away your tears, his voice soothing your troubled mind. He does what he’s always done to comfort you.
Yes, Tom’s hold brings me more peace than I’ve ever known. It’s all her fault I feel like this.
To you, he’s the safest place in the world, the one place she can’t touch you. His voice brings you peace, his arms are your shield, and together, you dissolve away to nothing, melting together, becoming one. He’s your best friend, your safe place, almost as precious to you as your girlfriend, just as precious as your family.
He was there waiting for you when you broke Gwen’s heart, ready to hold you and be with you as long as it took. He was there to wipe away your tears, to comfort you when the madness took hold, to be your strength when you had no strength left.
You barely hear his words to you before he leaves you again. They fuss over you for a while before you’re left alone again. All you want to do is sleep. But, you want him with you to hold you, to tell you you’re safe, to make sure she never hurts you.
You call to him, wanting his arms around you, and he comes, his being everything you’re aware of. And together you sleep, drifting off to his humming, his touch making you relax beyond words.
Darkness falls, the world sleeps, and peace takes its place in your heart.
Author: sashataakheru
Fandom: No Doubt RPS
Starring: Tony Kanal, Tom Dumont, Gwen Stefani, Adrian Young
Pairing: Tom/Tony
Parts: one | two | three
Warnings: n/a? IDK
Disclaimer: Not true in any way, shape or form.
Author's Notes: Yeah... I possibly should get around to finishing this at some point. Or perhaps posting the original fic, which was in third person. XD
Summary: Tony wakes from his attempt to kill himself and has to deal with the fallout. Tony's POV
Reawakening
Noise, silence, numbness, pain. Your eyes open onto the world again. It takes you a moment to realise you’re actually alive. Suddenly, he’s got his arms around you, he’s crying, then the room fills up and they’re fussing over you, touching you, talking to you.
And after a while, you remember why you’re here. Then the tears come again. Your anger flies at those with you now, your best friends, how they could’ve stopped you doing this. You know its all bullshit, but you’re hiding behind that iron wall again. The barricade has become too hard to take down. You try and make them understand, show them the scars at last, but they can’t see it. Their hearts seem to be turned against you.
Fuckers. Betrayers. How dare they come here and act like they care!
The pain comes again. The tears flee your body. Your mind fills with darkness. He’s holding you again, his voice small and scared. Coldness, pain, he holds you tight, brushing away your tears, his voice soothing your troubled mind. He does what he’s always done to comfort you.
Yes, Tom’s hold brings me more peace than I’ve ever known. It’s all her fault I feel like this.
To you, he’s the safest place in the world, the one place she can’t touch you. His voice brings you peace, his arms are your shield, and together, you dissolve away to nothing, melting together, becoming one. He’s your best friend, your safe place, almost as precious to you as your girlfriend, just as precious as your family.
He was there waiting for you when you broke Gwen’s heart, ready to hold you and be with you as long as it took. He was there to wipe away your tears, to comfort you when the madness took hold, to be your strength when you had no strength left.
You barely hear his words to you before he leaves you again. They fuss over you for a while before you’re left alone again. All you want to do is sleep. But, you want him with you to hold you, to tell you you’re safe, to make sure she never hurts you.
You call to him, wanting his arms around you, and he comes, his being everything you’re aware of. And together you sleep, drifting off to his humming, his touch making you relax beyond words.
Darkness falls, the world sleeps, and peace takes its place in your heart.
