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wolfanfics) wrote2006-03-20 03:42 am
wolfanfics) wrote2006-03-20 03:42 am
Adam Hills/Hamish Blake - A Very Specky Night 4/4
TITLE: A Very Specky Night
AUTHOR: sashataakheru
FANDOM: AusComedy
PAIRINGS: Adam Hills/Hamish Blake
WORDS: 1,214
PART: 4/4
PREVIOUS: One | Two | Three |
DISCLAIMER: I don’t know them, not associated with them, just a slashy fangirl admirer with a very active imagination.
AUTHOR'S NOTES: Inspired by that kiss on the Spicks & Specks Christmas Special in 2005.
SUMMARY: An unexpected kiss brings Adam and Hamish together.
Part Four:
Adam remains silting there another hour before leaving for home again. He arrives to find his place empty, as he’s come to accept. He goes to bed, lying awake, struggling to push Hamish out of his thoughts. Eventually, sleep overcomes him, only for Hamish to haunt his dreams.
A few days pass. Adam returns home one evening to find a message waiting for him on his machine. He doesn’t think it can be very important until he hears Hamish’s voice.
“Adam? Adam, I need to talk to you. I need to see you. Call me. Please. If you do nothing else, just call me. Things have changed… and I’m not sure what to do,” Hamish’s voice says.
Adam listens to the message three times, trying to work out what to make of it. His curiosity aroused, he calls Hamish, wondering what on earth he wants.
“Adam? Oh, thank God. I wasn’t sure you’d call,” Hamish says, relief filling his voice.
“You leave me such an interesting message and don’t expect me to call?” Adam says.
“Sorry about that, it’s just… something’s come up. I need to talk to you. Just when I thought I had everything under control,” Hamish says.
“You gonna tell me anything or should I hang up now?” Adam says, beginning to sound annoyed.
“No, no, don’t go, Adam, please. It involves us. You and me.” There’s a short silence. Adam doesn’t speak, not wanting to interrupt him. “This is better done in person. Can you meet me? I mean, is it alright if I come over? You haven’t got company, have you?”
“I just got home. There’s no one else here. Come over then, if it’s that important to you,” Adam says.
“Ok, I’ll be over soon. You’ll be there, right?” Hamish says anxiously.
“Of course, I’ll be here. I’m not going anywhere,” Adam says, trying to reassure him.
The call ends and Adam spends a good 20 minutes anxiously pacing around his place, waiting for Hamish to arrive. He looks up towards the door when he hears a small knock. Hurrying over, he pulls the door open to see Hamish standing there in tears, his head lowered, his hands clasped in front of him. Hamish looks up at him, relieved beyond belief that Adam is standing there now.
“Adam, I-” Hamish pauses.
“Come in, I’ll make some coffee, yeah?” Adam says, ushering him inside, the door closing behind them.
Hamish sits on the sofa anxiously, while Adam makes coffee. His mind is reeling with what he has to tell Adam. Much has happened over the past few days, and now that Hamish has come to realise who he wants to be with, he’s scared he’s realised that too late. What if Adam’s already lost to him? What if he doesn’t feel the same way?
Adam sitting down beside him brings him out of his thoughts. “So, what did you want to talk about?” Adam says.
Hamish looks at the floor, unsure where to begin. “It’s… complicated,” he says.
“How so?”
“These last few months… I’ve been so confused. Before that night, everything made sense. Then, everything changed. It got … messy. I didn’t know if … what we did together…” Hamish’s voice trails off. He takes a deep breath before continuing. “I tried to forget you, tried to tell myself it was just a one off thing, that it didn’t mean anything, but I was lying to myself. It meant everything to me. I couldn’t forget you. It’s probably too much to expect you to feel the same way, but I had to tell you. I had nowhere else to go,” he says.
“Nowhere else to go? Is something wrong, Hamish?” Adam says.
“I don’t know how she knew. Stupid me for moving in with her. She … threw me out. She said I didn’t love her anymore. She said she could see how much I wanted you and that she had known she’d lost me some time ago. I cried. I cried so much. She wouldn’t change her mind. God, I’m so sorry, Adam. I’ll go now, if you like,” Hamish says, standing up.
“Sit down, Hamish. I don’t want you to go,” Adam says, pulling Hamish back down. “You can stay here if you like, you know, until you find somewhere else to stay.”
Hamish nodded glumly, drinking from his mug of coffee. “I don’t want to be a burden. I mean, if you’re sure it’s ok,” he says.
“If I wasn’t ok with it, I wouldn’t have asked.”
Hamish looks at Adam and smiles. Adam smiles back. There’s silence for several minutes, neither knowing what to say.
“I love you, Adam. I can’t hide it from you anymore,” Hamish says quietly, breaking the silence between them. He stands and walks away from Adam, keeping his back to him. He gazes out of the window mindlessly. “I’ll understand if you don’t feel the same way. I waited too long to tell you. I was afraid you might be taken from me by now. I’ll go now. I can find somewhere to stay. No need to inconvenience you further,” he says.
Adam stands and walks up to him, wrapping his arms around his waist. He rests his head against Hamish’s shoulder, looking out at the world. “Stay. Please. I love you too,” he says softly.
“You’re just saying that.”
“You don’t believe me?”
“What about you and-”
“Don’t worry about her. We were never really together anyway. She knew where my heart was, and it wasn’t with her.”
“You’re not just saying that to make me feel better, are you? You really want to be with me?”
“Yeah. I didn’t want to say anything to you. I didn’t know if you were still interested. I’m never gonna stop loving you.”
Hamish smiles. “We can finally be together? No more obstacles coming between us? I’m finally yours?” he says with a hopeful grin.
“All mine,” Adam says, wrapping his arms tightly around Hamish’s chest.
“Then you’d better cheer me up then,” Hamish says, turning round to kiss Adam softly on the lips.
“With pleasure,” Adam says.
With a strength Hamish didn’t know he had, Adam scoops Hamish into his arms and carries him into the bedroom, lying him down gently.
Finally allowed to be together, their kisses are hungry and deep, finding each other all over again. They take their time getting reacquainted again, before Adam shows him how he should be loved. Hamish gives in to Adam and lets him come inside. They move slowly at first, wanting to fully experience all the new sensations all over again, before the lust takes over and both start pushing harder, wanting to bring the other over the edge. Once spent of their lust, they lie in each others arms, talking. Just talking. Neither dares sleep for fear this is just a bad dream that won’t be real when they wake.
When morning comes, they have their coffee as they stand by the window, Adam holding Hamish close to him, basking in the light of the rising sun against their bare skin, watching the world come to life.
“Whatever happens, I’ll always be yours,” Hamish says, leaning into Adam’s embrace.
Adam softly kisses the back of his neck. “Forever and always.”
AUTHOR: sashataakheru
FANDOM: AusComedy
PAIRINGS: Adam Hills/Hamish Blake
WORDS: 1,214
PART: 4/4
PREVIOUS: One | Two | Three |
DISCLAIMER: I don’t know them, not associated with them, just a slashy fangirl admirer with a very active imagination.
AUTHOR'S NOTES: Inspired by that kiss on the Spicks & Specks Christmas Special in 2005.
SUMMARY: An unexpected kiss brings Adam and Hamish together.
Part Four:
Adam remains silting there another hour before leaving for home again. He arrives to find his place empty, as he’s come to accept. He goes to bed, lying awake, struggling to push Hamish out of his thoughts. Eventually, sleep overcomes him, only for Hamish to haunt his dreams.
A few days pass. Adam returns home one evening to find a message waiting for him on his machine. He doesn’t think it can be very important until he hears Hamish’s voice.
“Adam? Adam, I need to talk to you. I need to see you. Call me. Please. If you do nothing else, just call me. Things have changed… and I’m not sure what to do,” Hamish’s voice says.
Adam listens to the message three times, trying to work out what to make of it. His curiosity aroused, he calls Hamish, wondering what on earth he wants.
“Adam? Oh, thank God. I wasn’t sure you’d call,” Hamish says, relief filling his voice.
“You leave me such an interesting message and don’t expect me to call?” Adam says.
“Sorry about that, it’s just… something’s come up. I need to talk to you. Just when I thought I had everything under control,” Hamish says.
“You gonna tell me anything or should I hang up now?” Adam says, beginning to sound annoyed.
“No, no, don’t go, Adam, please. It involves us. You and me.” There’s a short silence. Adam doesn’t speak, not wanting to interrupt him. “This is better done in person. Can you meet me? I mean, is it alright if I come over? You haven’t got company, have you?”
“I just got home. There’s no one else here. Come over then, if it’s that important to you,” Adam says.
“Ok, I’ll be over soon. You’ll be there, right?” Hamish says anxiously.
“Of course, I’ll be here. I’m not going anywhere,” Adam says, trying to reassure him.
The call ends and Adam spends a good 20 minutes anxiously pacing around his place, waiting for Hamish to arrive. He looks up towards the door when he hears a small knock. Hurrying over, he pulls the door open to see Hamish standing there in tears, his head lowered, his hands clasped in front of him. Hamish looks up at him, relieved beyond belief that Adam is standing there now.
“Adam, I-” Hamish pauses.
“Come in, I’ll make some coffee, yeah?” Adam says, ushering him inside, the door closing behind them.
Hamish sits on the sofa anxiously, while Adam makes coffee. His mind is reeling with what he has to tell Adam. Much has happened over the past few days, and now that Hamish has come to realise who he wants to be with, he’s scared he’s realised that too late. What if Adam’s already lost to him? What if he doesn’t feel the same way?
Adam sitting down beside him brings him out of his thoughts. “So, what did you want to talk about?” Adam says.
Hamish looks at the floor, unsure where to begin. “It’s… complicated,” he says.
“How so?”
“These last few months… I’ve been so confused. Before that night, everything made sense. Then, everything changed. It got … messy. I didn’t know if … what we did together…” Hamish’s voice trails off. He takes a deep breath before continuing. “I tried to forget you, tried to tell myself it was just a one off thing, that it didn’t mean anything, but I was lying to myself. It meant everything to me. I couldn’t forget you. It’s probably too much to expect you to feel the same way, but I had to tell you. I had nowhere else to go,” he says.
“Nowhere else to go? Is something wrong, Hamish?” Adam says.
“I don’t know how she knew. Stupid me for moving in with her. She … threw me out. She said I didn’t love her anymore. She said she could see how much I wanted you and that she had known she’d lost me some time ago. I cried. I cried so much. She wouldn’t change her mind. God, I’m so sorry, Adam. I’ll go now, if you like,” Hamish says, standing up.
“Sit down, Hamish. I don’t want you to go,” Adam says, pulling Hamish back down. “You can stay here if you like, you know, until you find somewhere else to stay.”
Hamish nodded glumly, drinking from his mug of coffee. “I don’t want to be a burden. I mean, if you’re sure it’s ok,” he says.
“If I wasn’t ok with it, I wouldn’t have asked.”
Hamish looks at Adam and smiles. Adam smiles back. There’s silence for several minutes, neither knowing what to say.
“I love you, Adam. I can’t hide it from you anymore,” Hamish says quietly, breaking the silence between them. He stands and walks away from Adam, keeping his back to him. He gazes out of the window mindlessly. “I’ll understand if you don’t feel the same way. I waited too long to tell you. I was afraid you might be taken from me by now. I’ll go now. I can find somewhere to stay. No need to inconvenience you further,” he says.
Adam stands and walks up to him, wrapping his arms around his waist. He rests his head against Hamish’s shoulder, looking out at the world. “Stay. Please. I love you too,” he says softly.
“You’re just saying that.”
“You don’t believe me?”
“What about you and-”
“Don’t worry about her. We were never really together anyway. She knew where my heart was, and it wasn’t with her.”
“You’re not just saying that to make me feel better, are you? You really want to be with me?”
“Yeah. I didn’t want to say anything to you. I didn’t know if you were still interested. I’m never gonna stop loving you.”
Hamish smiles. “We can finally be together? No more obstacles coming between us? I’m finally yours?” he says with a hopeful grin.
“All mine,” Adam says, wrapping his arms tightly around Hamish’s chest.
“Then you’d better cheer me up then,” Hamish says, turning round to kiss Adam softly on the lips.
“With pleasure,” Adam says.
With a strength Hamish didn’t know he had, Adam scoops Hamish into his arms and carries him into the bedroom, lying him down gently.
Finally allowed to be together, their kisses are hungry and deep, finding each other all over again. They take their time getting reacquainted again, before Adam shows him how he should be loved. Hamish gives in to Adam and lets him come inside. They move slowly at first, wanting to fully experience all the new sensations all over again, before the lust takes over and both start pushing harder, wanting to bring the other over the edge. Once spent of their lust, they lie in each others arms, talking. Just talking. Neither dares sleep for fear this is just a bad dream that won’t be real when they wake.
When morning comes, they have their coffee as they stand by the window, Adam holding Hamish close to him, basking in the light of the rising sun against their bare skin, watching the world come to life.
“Whatever happens, I’ll always be yours,” Hamish says, leaning into Adam’s embrace.
Adam softly kisses the back of his neck. “Forever and always.”
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But that was good. Really, really, good. The sappy ending works!!
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Hehe, thanks. It's hard to write really dark Admish. They fight it constantly, they do, dragging me away from anything seriously dark.